one of my works when the thoughts about my previous posts were running in my mind....."growing out"........god i wish such a thing never existed!!!!!!!


......CRUSHed heart...
alongside the lake, I stood, deeply lost..
For it was the day I had awaited the most
eyes constantly restless..
Waiting for my guy nevertheless..
What was he going to say?
The wait seemed never ending..
The sweet pain all the more burdening..
A tingling feeling through my vein..
As I see him finally walking through the main..
Gosh! Just for the twinkle of his eyes.. I would give this world any price..
Mixture of emotions gushing..
I could not stop myself from blushing..
I looked into his eyes with expectation..
To see whether there is any reciprocation..
Love, I did find,…
Seeing which tears welled making me almost blind..
For the love was not meant to be mine…
A chill feeling down my spine…
His words became glass splinters ..
And tore my soul apart into tatters..
Though inside I was dead…
Seeing the happiness in his eyes, I tried to heal my heart that bled..
Though I found any excuse to live, lame..
Dint know whom to blame
i decided to move on catching hold of my courage..
For I realized that my love was just a MIRAGE!!!!!..............

...................and hence it is called a "crush"!!!!!