Monday, October 20, 2008
'who is it'? i murmured, as i heard a tap on my door
'let me in' replied a he voice
'but why should i?'i questioned not recognising him
he calmly replied-'to complete yourself'
totally bewildered i mumbled-'sorry, i dont get you'
after a meditated pause he spoke---
...'i once saw a lass , walking by the shore,
looking longingly at the deep blue sea,
holding hands with teh air that whistled past her,,
singing slowly and passionately forher man in tmrw's dreams..
that very instant i found a part of me that had been missin
..for ten odd years,,,and here i come to claim it'
as he continued his heart's ballad , i felt a queer feelin of someone taking hostages..
a feeling i had linged for but nvr felt before..
my cheks flushed..
tears struggled to convey the unspoken dreams..that second i created an intimate bond with the stranger...
closed my eyes...followed my thought...
opened my heart's door..and whispered
Sunday, March 9, 2008
...as i see my two yr old cousin toddling towards me with his ever naughty smile...dimple popping on either sides
,,,stretching out his hands i sat over-awed reflecting....what makes a kid soooo wonderful??..children are the most enchanting creation...the very sight of a child makes your woes vaporize...u sub-consciously end up smiling ...how wonderful it would be to be a kid once again....what is the thought process in a kid's mind?...does he yearn to swing in the clouds and play foot ball with the moon?...why is it that he hates to take bath yet love to get wet in the rain?....how does he manage to consume so much of your energy and time...yet make you go gaga about him??...how i wish i could stealthily creep into a kid's mind and see this world from his eyes!!....after these random thoughts..i got on with my work...usual college tests and stuff when i heard one of my friends mentioning that it is lovely to be in love!!<...sshhh;)> i was just listening to it with a puzzled cum amused smile....that made me get back to my thoughts...for anybody who is yearning to be a kid again...it is as if god grants him his earnest request and sends the alter ego called the love....as this stranger sways into your life...that minute you are re-born as new leaf...its like you get back your childhood days...you give your mom sudden hugs...u get up and dance to every song you hear...u keep giggling for everything without rhyme or reason...you start loving chocolates...rain..trees....hill-tops ...moon....all those whom you considered as your best pals when you were a toddler...you cry when you are happy and sad..evryone around you seems to be wonderful...you are ever ready with a smile...you essentially spend your time just day-dreaming....you just re-live your childhood!!!!...phew!!....there is so much of simplicity in this complex feeling...it is just awesome!
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Friday, January 11, 2008
alongside the lake, I stood, deeply lost..
For it was the day I had awaited the most
eyes constantly restless..
Waiting for my guy nevertheless..
What was he going to say?
The wait seemed never ending..
The sweet pain all the more burdening..
A tingling feeling through my vein..
As I see him finally walking through the main..
Gosh! Just for the twinkle of his eyes.. I would give this world any price..
Mixture of emotions gushing..
I could not stop myself from blushing..
I looked into his eyes with expectation..
To see whether there is any reciprocation..
Love, I did find,…
Seeing which tears welled making me almost blind..
For the love was not meant to be mine…
A chill feeling down my spine…
His words became glass splinters ..
And tore my soul apart into tatters..
Though inside I was dead…
Seeing the happiness in his eyes, I tried to heal my heart that bled..
Though I found any excuse to live, lame..
Dint know whom to blame
i decided to move on catching hold of my courage..
For I realized that my love was just a MIRAGE!!!!!..............
...................and hence it is called a "crush"!!!!!
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Friday, January 4, 2008
as i hear the trees rustling,
i am reminded of how mischievously you whisper in my ears..
as i look at the endless sky,
i am reminded of the unconditional love that pours out of ur eyes..
as the grass blades tickle my toes..
i am reminded of my shyness when i first saw u..
as i see the rain pouring outside..
i feel they are just tiny drops in front of the tears u have shed for me..
as i feel the texture of the red rose..
i feel the warmth of ur gentle palms..
what is this kind of comparison..??
is it coz nature is so beautiful that one is bound to bring about comparison??
or is it because i am in love??
i guess,it is because ur nature taught me how to love...
n luv in turn taught me to feel the oneness with nature......
ps:......one of ma own works...during a reallllllllllly boring emf class!!!!...yawn!!!!!!!!
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
...as i was taking a stroll in my terrace...i happened to glance at the the vast sky yawing above me...tiny twinkly stars sprinkling here and there.with the ever beautiful moon adorning it...tears welled in my eyes...in spite of the beauty of nature..i was pushed to a point where insecurity took hostages...thoughts and memories started playing hide and seek in my mind..making me feel more and more vulnerable...words choking at my throat..felt like breaking the ever rigid shell of mine and voice my mind..in vain...all these were a new experience all together..i guess i am still a tyro..i just dint know how to handle myself...go tired of people telling me that i am difficult..it is almost impossible to handle me or understand..my longingness increased by ten folds...due to certain changes that took place some time back i felt as if i was pushed in a maze...where i had no clue as to where i was..where i am heading...thoughts like have i done a mistake by trusting everyone i knew...as the quote says.."think a million times before giving your heart to someone..coz not only do the have the right to love you..but also the power to break your heart.."...i felt a vacuum deep down inside me...dint know why or because of who...i felt miserable for one minute when i thought about people i trust and contemplating whether they are worth it..and the next minute guilty for feeling soo..as i felt the angst...as i cried to myself... i got a call...with shaky voice i attend my friends call...she says.."hey..are you ok?..i just felt u were'nt..."...there...all my insecurities ..sorrows...pain...vanish into the thin air..tears struggle their way down ma face...this time not because i feel left out or lonely...but partly because i am overwhelmed by the love in her voice and partly because i have been such a fool to have felt lonely when i have her around...true sometimes we feel as if people have taken advantage of us..but that never should make us see others with doubtful eyes...world is full of lovely people(,,,tho noone can be as lovely as my best frnd!!:P)...soo lets not waste our precious time lamenting and worrying....just love everyone with your heart and soul...happiness will crave to be with you!!!